Wednesday, June 23, 2010


Yesterday was shitty. Today, today is less shitty. But not totally shit-free.

I have The Fear.
I also have The Anxiety, The Panic and The Vomits.

This blue wall by Emma Case is valium for the soul.


  1. no, p! please don't have any of that stuff... although i'm sure the vomits are completely inevitable. but the thought of you having the fear, the anxiety AND the panic, gives me the heart-ache and the knot in my throat. :(
    feel better, my friend.


  2. I like that blue wall, its cool

  3. hope all gets better soon. especially the vomits.

  4. Bunnies,
    Soft focus flowers
    and cold beaches!


  5. Oh no! Try to find some time to yourself so you can just sit and be for a bit. Sending you hugs!

  6. Oh gosh sweetpea. Many non squeezing hugs.

    I wish I could help. If there is anything I can do.

    (Please do ask)

  7. I've been having The Fear lately, which I find is quite different from The Panics. The Panics just make me run around, "Ah! Ah! Ah! What if! What if! Shaky hands! Shaky heart."

    But the fear is a real b*tch. It just sits there in front of your path like a boulder, and says, "I'm not going to move AT ALL, because god only knows what's on the other side." So then you just have to sit there, puzzling how to get around it.

    Puzzle puzzle.

  8. Big hugs over the internet!! It's all going to be awesome in the end! It's good to have fear, anxiety and panic, because that means that you have a heart... chin up girl! x :)

  9. That sucks bigtime.

    Lots of love and hugs and fear/anxiety/panic-dissipating thoughts to you, from me.


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